Love Talk


It’s been over a month now since she has been taken away from us. And until now, I still can remember every single detail of that dreadful day.

Sunday, March 7. I feel different. I know something is wrong. With a mind full of doubt, we went to the hospital for confirmation. The doctor kind of confirmed it. She didn’t directly say the words but I can feel it. We were crying on the way home because we knew it. Our source of happiness would not last.

Monday, March 8. I was still hoping to receive good news. But it never came. Before I can even accept the fact that she was gone, with no more heartbeat, I was told that I have to go through operation and stuffs. Can’t I have just at least a minute to process everything that is going on? Can’t I even mourn for the death of my child?

My baby is gone. I won’t see how she looks like. Would it be like in my dream that she looks like her dad or she would exactly like me? Few days before this happened, we dreamt of her.  In my dreams, I already gave birth to a baby girl and she looks exactly like her dad. She was so beautiful and healthy looking baby. She even smiled at me in my dreams. In Sherwyn’s dream, it’s the opposite. The baby girl looks like me, with a round face and cute smile. We were even laughing when we shared our dreams to each other and even joked, “Baby ha? Ang hilig mo talaga magpakita sa panaginip,” at the same time touching my belly.

I missed her. There are times when I still touch my belly the way I used to when she was still there. I missed talking to her, sharing to her some stories about me and her dad. I missed the sudden movement from my belly that reminds me that she’s there.

I believe that God will give me the same baby next time I conceive so, for the meantime, goodbye Angel Simone. Mommy and daddy love you so much.

I have a confession to make.

Do you want to know what it is?

Well, not a lot know about it this but…

I am getting married tomorrow.

Shhhhhhh…..

Congratulations in advance to us! 🙂

Mwah! 🙂

Finally, the pictures are here! 🙂

I will post more pics in the coming days.

Picture time!

Umpisahan na ang kalokohan

Sabi sa inyo simula na e!

o eto pa!

Last na ito...for now! hahaha!

This post is 2 days late. Well actually, it was intentional. I don’t actually want the whole world to know about it because it’s a special day for us and we want to celebrate alone.

But for this blog’s sake, I am going to reveal it.

Last November 9 is our 8th anniversary!

And as a part of our celebration, we went to Doña Jovita Garden Resort in Calamba, Laguna for a terrific weekend. And guess what? We really had a blast!

I will be posting pictures when I got the time to upload them. Kinda busy slouching and sleeping the past few days hahaha! 🙂

Now, my message for Him:

Love, you already how much I love you and it will never, ever change. I am so lucky to have you in my life and thank you so much for always being there for me. I am grateful for being so understanding and supportive. And also for criticizing and telling me your opinions about certain things that always confused the hell out of me, like choosing the color of the shirt I will buy, if it’s timely to buy a gadget now and even for the personal matters. What we share is not just a simple boyfriend-girlfriend relationship; it’s a friendship that I know I will forever treasure. You may often hear this but I can’t find any other words that could mean this much. So, once again, I love you.

 

Today is September 9, 2009. Simply put 09/09/09.

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Isn’t that wonderful?

Well, it really amazes me. Mainly because 9 is my favorite number! Yey! Another reason is that it also represents the last set of repeating, single-digit dates that we’ll see for almost a century.

For me, it’s time to celebrate! It’s our 94th monthsary!!!

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I’m super happy about it! We’ve reached this far and still going strong. Cheers to that! 🙂

Now, I just have to find a way on how to give him a little surprise. Something special for one of our special days. What I have in mind is to give him a letter that would blow him away. Just that and maybe I could add a song performance. Hahaha! 🙂

How about you? Do you have special plans for today?

Happy Birthday!

Today is my best friend, soul mate and one true love’s birthday.

 I’ve actually created this poem 7 years ago and is intended for our 1st anniversary. I know he hasn’t read this poem for so long and maybe, he had already forgotten about it. So, just to bring his memories back, here it is, entitled SHERWYN.

 

 It’s his SWEETNESS that turns my world upside down

His HANDSOME face that sometimes seems a clown

 His ENTHUSIASTIC way of dealing with the people around him

 A RARE opportunity of making people love him

 His WILD way of thinking about what life may bring

 With a YOUNG heart but a strong mind to cling

 I NEED you more than anything else in this world

 I Love You and saying this bold.

 

 

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Can someone please help me?

I’m really having a hard time now. I don’t know what I am going to give him for his special day. And I only have until tonight to decide.

Waaaahhhh!

Every time he celebrates his birthday, I always make it a point to give him something that I know he won’t be able to see anywhere else. I want it to be creative and unique but I already ran out of wonderful ideas. I can’t think of something good!

Right now, the only thing I have in mind is to have a romantic dinner at home with home cooked meal. And I would personally cook it for him (which is something new because I don’t really cook). That’s all. I haven’t thought of the present I’m going to give him. And it’s killing me.

Please help me. Before it’s too late.

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