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Yey!

Happy anniversary love!

It’s our 9th year of being together and I am just so happy. Only this time, we are no longer in the BF/GF stage, we are already husband & wife. Which makes it more thrilling than ever!

I actually am running out of ideas on how to celebrate this year, but I decided to just go with my instinct and that is to make this day uber special!

I love u so much love! Thank you for always standing by me. happy anniversary again!

I LOVE YOU!

Yes!!!

I am back!

I’ve missed blogging really. It’s been 6 months since I last written something in here. Well, now that I am back, I promise to write more often…promise!!!

Better ready my stuffs for some serious blogging.

Ciao! Mwah!

It’s been over a month now since she has been taken away from us. And until now, I still can remember every single detail of that dreadful day.

Sunday, March 7. I feel different. I know something is wrong. With a mind full of doubt, we went to the hospital for confirmation. The doctor kind of confirmed it. She didn’t directly say the words but I can feel it. We were crying on the way home because we knew it. Our source of happiness would not last.

Monday, March 8. I was still hoping to receive good news. But it never came. Before I can even accept the fact that she was gone, with no more heartbeat, I was told that I have to go through operation and stuffs. Can’t I have just at least a minute to process everything that is going on? Can’t I even mourn for the death of my child?

My baby is gone. I won’t see how she looks like. Would it be like in my dream that she looks like her dad or she would exactly like me? Few days before this happened, we dreamt of her.  In my dreams, I already gave birth to a baby girl and she looks exactly like her dad. She was so beautiful and healthy looking baby. She even smiled at me in my dreams. In Sherwyn’s dream, it’s the opposite. The baby girl looks like me, with a round face and cute smile. We were even laughing when we shared our dreams to each other and even joked, “Baby ha? Ang hilig mo talaga magpakita sa panaginip,” at the same time touching my belly.

I missed her. There are times when I still touch my belly the way I used to when she was still there. I missed talking to her, sharing to her some stories about me and her dad. I missed the sudden movement from my belly that reminds me that she’s there.

I believe that God will give me the same baby next time I conceive so, for the meantime, goodbye Angel Simone. Mommy and daddy love you so much.

Last night, I was crying.

I don’t know kung bakit pero bigla na lang akong naiyak. O db? Parang baliw lang ahahaha! 🙂

Napag-usapan kasi namin si Mama Norma (Late mother of Sherwyn). Hindi ko naman gustong maiyak pero being the cry baby that I am, hindi ko na naman napigilan. I tried to hide the tears from him but then napansin na naman nya. Badtrip! Ayoko ngang mahalata nya yun e! Kaya ayun, sobrang pigil na pigil sya sa iyak nya. Kahit di nya sabihin, alam ko na he also wants to cry pero pinipigil nya. I know na ni wala sa kalahati yung hurt na nararamdaman ko sa hurt and pain na nafi-feel nya. Kaya I need show off my poker face whenever that subject would be discussed kasi I don’t want him to feel bad anymore.

I still feel sad. Super bilis ng panahon e. Parang ang hirap tanggapin. Pakiramdam ko, she’s still there sa Bulacan, who will be waiting sa pagdating naming dun every Christmas. Pero din na yun mangyayari e. 😦

OMG! I can’t believe I’ve missed it! I am SO sorry.

I’ve missed my blog’s birthday! 😦

Sorry. BTW, Happy 1st birthday! 🙂

This is for you. Mwah!

happy-birthday

I am super addicted to Picnik now.

Its photo editing in an easy way plus you can do it online.

All you have to do is register

and voila you can create incredible photos and create a slideshow.

Here are some of my works:

the king and queens

my pic

Love is...

Holiday

 

O db bongga?! Hahaha…:)

Try nyo na din! Enjoy!

There are so many things to be thankful for. It’s just that sometimes we don’t get to see it.

Here’s an excerpt from National Thank You Day Philippines for your reflection:

Do you say “thank you” to…

…the members of your family and your friends?
…your house helpers and family drivers for helping you in your everyday activities?
…the barista at your favorite coffee shop for getting your orders right?
…salesladies after assisting you with your purchase?
…taxi drivers, bus drivers, and tricycle drivers for bringing you safely to your destination?

Do you even say “thank you” at all?

If you answered “no” to any one of these questions, then you have a problem. We assume that it’s okay for people to drop everything to help us out.

 Start by saying “thank you”. Say it with a smile; say it like you mean it and it will come naturally. And if you’re still finding it difficult to say “thank you,” here’s something that will make it easier.

Join Toblerone as they celebrate National Thank You Day on October 20, 2009 at the SM Mall of Asia Music Hall. Be there to witness how the art of saying “thank you” is elevated into an intrinsic cultural quality of being Filipino. And as the symbolic start of this initiative, be there to see the unveiling of one notable Filipino personality from whom a grateful nation will choose to say a resounding “thank you” to.

 

So what are you guys waiting for? Let’s go ahead and be part of this day and be thankful for everything in your life.

 Thank you.

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